Favorites don’t exist in my world ~
I’ve tried non stop, pushed myself to the farthest limit. Nothing helps, nothing changes. You’re not afraid of losing me because you don’t care about me anymore. You look past everything I’ve ever done for you and just expect more. You’re selfish and still a child. You treat the people that love you most like complete utter shit. I’m afraid you’ll never grow up.
I don’t want to sit here waiting anymore, I’m done trying. After nearly two long years, I’ve given up.
Honestly every person I’ve looked up to in my life has let me down. So now I look up to myself, believe in me and set my expectations very high. It’s worked out well so far :)
So my bf comes home finally from being in Vegas for the past 5 days straight…doesn’t even say hi, no kiss, no hug, nothing. Then when I ask him if he at least slept in a bed by himself all weekend he changes the subject. Ha….awesome.
Yeah it’s me, it’s on my instagram.
Finally off work…been on my feet since 11:30 this morning. Now I get to be at work all over again at 8am. Kill me. This shit is fucking brutal yo.
Awwz thank you ^-^